面具

为了生存

我戴着面具

有谁问过我

“你开心吗？”

Pampered child

Parents' Love <3 are always so noble

No matter what u're, how u'll be

They will always accept

I'm salute that they can tolerant this kind of person

How can u as a child be so pampered?!

我是Personal Financial Consultant!

我只能说

计划永远赶不上变化

半年前，

我绝不做sales!

而现在

我在这行待了三个月

如果你问我这行好吗？

老实说

我觉得不错

我看到，听到，学到许多人所排斥的

如果当初我没入行，或许我就看不到这些

也许我也蛮幸运

遇到很帮我的老板

很肯教的同事

只可惜

这行的压力真的让我吃不消

三个月来

有句话常出现在脑海

我问自己

你还要继续吗？

老实说，

撑得好辛苦

我进退两难

同事跟我说

你还那么年轻，干嘛不在外头多看看？

而且，这行是最有办法让你的收入增加的

So, Why not?

可是啊。。。

每个月老板跟我追figure的时候

我多想丢信就走！

Twenty Two

I'm getting nearer to 22!!


Just can't accept that I'm becoming older =(


Anyway, this year birthday going to be a nice one


Cause I will surround by my love one...*family, friends, and Mr Thee*


What's my birthday wish this year?


1.  Everybody have a safe journey to everywhere. "I'm really worry about it"


2.  My family My friends My love Myself have a healthy life. "recover soon for those who are sick"


3.  All the best to my career and his career as well =) "of coz for my friends too"


Not much request anymore, just hope everyone stay by my side forever...


Please don't leave me


Those sad news were really frighten me


God, if u can hear me...


Please don't bring my love one away


Thanks Q =)

I want be slim!!

Hey Fatty!!!

Yes, it's u fatty!

Don't try to deny anymore!





Please go exercise and reduce ur big appetite



Say: I wan be slim!!!!

Saturday morning

Saturday morning

Suddenly awake from my dream

I'm looking my hp in the dark




and look on the time


.....Damn it! 7.38am! I'm late to work!!!

after 2 minutes,

I just realize today is weekend

Bank tak buka la ah moi!


Is this called "Stress"?

Thanks god I have U

Went around 3 Eon branches in the city like a fool yesterday
Thanks god I'm not alone
U're my GPS, my driver, my Love

When the day closer and closer
I started worry
Can I make it?
I'm so depress...
At this moment....Thanks god again
U said to me: "I'm supporting you, U can make it"
Thanks god I have U


"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.

Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can

16/8/2010 2.53am

Another 10++ days to leave home
yup..I'm leave home again since 4 years ago
4 years living Malacca, I found that it's the best place to stay


I miss Malacca so much! Maybe I could return Malacca life when I retire?
Jaybee...I could say I love here but hate too
It's my home, but it doesn't give me sense of secure
Honestly, I don't like Kayelle too
But there are lot of reason, or maybe can say as excuse for me to stay there
For Love, For run away?
I'm still struggle 
I just tell myself: " If people can survive over there, why not u?"


I could see lot of challenges awaiting me
They smile with me ^evil smile^
Let's say L.o.v.e
I still remember 1 year ago we started our long distance relationship
It's already be a norm for me to meet each other once or twice a month
So, How we going to live like when we meet everyday?
It's interesting yet scary =)




Today is Chinese Valentine Day
Happy Valentine day my dear, Love u always

遗憾

遗憾。。。


是当你再也没有机会完成你想做的事


我常说：想做就得马上去做


那是因为我对生命没有安全感


总觉得哪一天我会带着遗憾离开


一个人这辈子或许会有些什么事让他遗憾终身


比如说：说错某一句话， 想去哪儿旅行却没去成， 承诺了却没达成


我明白，了解，也能领悟 “想做就得马上去做” 的道理


却迟迟都没做到

The city of romance

I'm Insane

I thinking travel to Paris when my bank account left less than RM100
And...I'm still a JOBLESS fella now

Yes, I agree travel in europe may cost my lifetime saving
But it's such a beautiful..."dream" maybe
Why can't make it real? What so difficult?
I having kind of impatient illness
Whenever I think to get it, I want to get it now
That's why I have several time get frustrated and mad when I can't found a suitable job
And even cry out loud when get some disappointed reply from company

There are so any pending travel place in my list
1) Bangkok
2) Langkawi
3) Cameron Highland



ps: I hope travel everywhere with the one I love

It would be lonely if I in the city of romance alone
It might be impossible for right now
At least...dream with me together right now
or else I feel so lonely in the dream

祝你一路顺风

What a nice song which totally fits my mood of graduation!
Sing this song when we have celebration on the last day of final exam
Sing it again with my dear last weekend..and this time my friends were not around with me anymore!!! T_T
I miss you guys so much much much!


Just like what the song lyrics stated
wish you guys Bon voyage
get your dream job...live the way you like
You will never be alone on the journey
Back you guys always!

Waiting

Waiting x 1000
It's evil!!!! It's suck!!!
and I'm so tired!!!!
allow me to say....What the fuck!!!!
I'm just so impatient

when people were reached their destination and yet
I'm still pacing at the original point

Boost my spirit UP UP UP!!!!
I can do it better!!!!

问米

问米

Did u hear about this before?
I believe even we have zero experience on it,
we should watched from drama before
It gave me some kind of mystery feel

and yes..it's mystery
today my wong's family have invited my grandma and uncle come up
i have some sort of sad feeling
i wonder why.. i never meet them before
since they were pass away when I not yet born
grandma give a lot of advice to young generation..
advice me dun always go out late =P
I think if she is still here, she'll be a nice granny
too bad that i never ever get along with grandparent


believe or not believe
it's all depend on ourselves
at least there are somebody tell us that they live well at another world

I'm just a little man in the big city

recently I was always travelling between JB n KL just for those interviewssss
Wake up on 7am, bath, make up, take LRT...
a typical KL living style
several times I stand at the crowd station
and I asking myself...Are u going to have this kind of life style?
I wonder...


From KL people, what I observe...I'm much much much more weak than them
weak in term of what?
English, speaking, confidence
Yes, I'm totally been beat
I'm just a little man in the big city
I regret and have a nice lesson
and even discuss with my mountain about education for future generation =P


Surrender usually follows a defeat
I can't surrender and be a coward
If I choose to be a coward, then I'll always be a loser
I have to do something to rebuild my confidence
Believe myself
If people can survive in the big city, Why not me?

My jobless diaries

My sky was so Grey recently



1 month after graduate and yet I haven't get any good news 

Panasonic : Account executive : RM1820 basic + RM 400 allowance : reject
Hong Leong Bank : Credit control : RM1800 basic + incentive : reject

I lost my way...
I'm so choosy especially on Mr. $$
after try and try, I get disappointed and lose my determination


Actually I enjoy staying home and do nothing
it would be perfect if without any nagging and mismatch of opinion
Life without exam and morning wake up were so fantastic

--------- A jobless lady

 

An OL look at "Cotton On" when I were spending my day alone at Mid valley after interview
I found that there are a lot of sales when my pocket have insufficient of Mr. $$
It's another kind of enjoyment when I'm sitting alone in a crowd shopping centre

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

"The Road not taken"

                                             by Robert Frost


A poem learned when we were in secondary school
Am I facing the paths and I don't know how to choose?
puzzle with that so called "right" decision, coz there are no such thing called "wrong"
I know what I want actually, it's just so simple
even though  I know it can't be perfect...
but people won't understand and I refused to explain
I salute my stubborn and I suffered because it

Left or Right
Right or Wrong

I were so tired to wait in a passive way

and getting disappointed after try and try

I need a job

I need U

I need Love

I need support

I need talk

I need understand

                       shouted by kael

graduate?

Well...I have officially graduated =)

Luckily there are no any unfortunate thingy happened and make me fail

And now...

I'm jobless fella..hehe

I'm enjoy with my life now

Medan trip was awesome..especially Lake Toba

and our tour guide - Uncle Fatta

Nice people Nice place

Banting trip at kay ven's home

Again..nice uncle we met - kv's dad

He is a fun person and bring us laugh =)

It was a "never hungry" trip

Thanks kv's family a lot for the meal

 

Kuantan trip was extremely tired

It trained off my stamina

But it's really enjoy with the massive sweat 

Watched the sunrise..first ever in my life

And next...going genting with my mountain

Permata dunia

Permata Dunia - song of MMU

I gonna G.R.A.D.U.A.T.E soon!!!!

I gonna miss MMU

miss Malacca

miss my companion in this 4 years

4 years..

It's not short...but not too long

Life in school gonna be the best part in my life <3

Memorable

Just now yum cha session with course mate

We said:

"5 years after, we must meet again!"

or maybe gathering every year =)

FYP

I have officially done my Final Year Project and presentation!!!!

From October 2009 to April 2010

My life was suck!

It's just like pregnant for 7 months

and finally....Baby born

Here is my baby FYP 

and my FYP supervisor Mr Shukor

He banyak problem one la

By the way,

He is a very nice person

friendly and cute =)

Noted: Hope I will pass it...pray hard

I believe I can fly~

[AIESEC Go Exchange!] – Sometimes, the moon IS rounder in oversea!

approach this program through career fair at Mid valley 2010

Go oversea?

I hope I can

but not as simple as I can think

Money will be the first and the most most most important obstacle

I'm thinking....

Give me 2 years more

I believe I can fly~

我需要时间

你总是希望我成为你所期望的

你是否曾想过我想要的又是什么？

我需要的是时间

去接受，去解决

你却指责我莫不关心

但你不知道那个时候的我

有多么彷徨无助

我逼自己

一滴眼泪都不能流

因为眼泪解决不了问题

因为没什么是那么大不了的


我讨厌做一个只懂得说

却只说些废话的人

我看不起这样的人

关心不是在那三言两语间

而是最实际的行动




如果你没办法理解

我也不会改变

这是我的倔强

所有的指责我会忍受

只因为我爱你

家

家

这个字太沉重

22岁的我

扛得起吗？

Dad

Dad was hospitalized yesterday

suspected blood sugar level too high

and caused vomit and breath difficulty

I were so worry

indescribable by word

Hopefully, his condition has stable

and doing kind of body check up in hospital now

Luckily, he has bought insurance

can't imagine for the medical fee

*Medical card is so important for a human being*

Dad, just like a normal daddy

work hard, earn money, raise us up

dad and mom have not high level education

that's y they have to do some job which is tough tough tough

and also because of this...

they hope us accept high level education

Me and bro already in Uni

My younger sis never make them disappointed 

and get straight A in UPSR and 7As in PMR

proud of my family

I'm proud with dad and mom too

their education level were low

but they able to raise us up 

and our result never disappoint them

soon I gonna graduate

hopefully I'm graduate on time

gonna find a good job

It's time for me to give them money

I hope...

they can retired soon

noted: again, your music calm me down

Vacation

Vacation is the thing that always on my mind

Always think about vacation by alone

But my direction sense maybe will make me lost

=)

Thinking to join MCA youth to Taiwan trip

But social intercourse is definitely not my hobby

=)

Thinking to join work + travel plan at New zealand

But have to plan for my dear

For our future sake,

There are a lot of planning have to do

before we can leave

By the way,

Me and my gang gonna to have our graduation trip!!!!

Mango Papaya

It's how we called Bangkok Pattaya

deposit have been make

pray hard for the political unrest situation will be fine soon

Noted:

Have a wonderful weekend with my dear

Walking around Bintang Walk at Saturday night

source: google

Can't wait to view the photo we took =)

Walk

Got a strong strong strong feeling

Wanna shout out that:

"I want take a WALK"

Destination : none

Time: now

Perhaps I can walk along the beach

Listen to the Wave

or maybe a lively street

I'll be the silent one

watch and observe

The people of the World

I'll walk with the one

I L.o.v.e

I'm Lost

Indeed.....I'm L.o.s.t!!

Where should I go?

Where can I go?

Where's my target?

My life come to another stage soon

I started questioning myself

What do you want to be?

Anyone guide me please

黃小琥 沒那麼簡單

Addicted on this song

 

Listen for this song for "N" times in 1 day

It's just nice and meaningful

 

1 year

1 year

We hold each other

and now We L.o.v.e each other

Deeper and Deeper

read from a book

It say:

A couple just like Right hand and Left hand

When something can't be done by Right hand alone

Left hand will help

Their relationship is to H.e.L.p each other

He train me to quit my bad temper

I train him to be sweet and caring

That's our style of  L.o.v.e

=)

1 year before 

We begin from the day you borrow me your shoulder

 

1 year after

Your shoulder still always standby for me

Thank you,

for always by my side

My Dear,

Happy Anniversary

March, 2010

As usual,

I Love U, Babe