Cheers everyone =)

This is wonderful when u having ur breakfast

and this surprise u 

It cheer my day!

Hope it cheer u too =)

想念不是在见面以前

而是见面以后却得分开

这样的想念

能让感情延续

见面多少不重要

重要的是

每一分每一刻你的笑容都挂在嘴边吗？

当我以为你让我一个人离开

但却在另一端看见你已经在那等着我

这样。。很温暖，很惊喜

Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional

那么多年以后，这样的想法是第一次浮现脑海
我人小，志气高
如果时间是你的，我不会和你争
如果那么委屈，我不会硬撑
如果不合，我不会硬配

有了一点点年龄，一点点经历
 学习着如何以最佳的解决方式处理问题
当解决不了时，学习着如何看开


读过这样的一段话
Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.

New Journey . Turning point

Am going to start the new journey in 2 days time
Back to my hometown yet I was so unfamiliar with my H.O.M.E
Been away for 5 years and I come back again
I feel warm that everybody are talking in Mandarin instead of English/Cantonese
But I haven't get used to that
Wondering that am I able to handle the new challenge?
I got 0 knowledge! and the superior dare to take me in!
So surprise~
But I really appreciate this opportunity and feel touch that people willing to accept me

Well, some changes between us
Again we separated in different place
I may say it is a challenge and also risk for us
In each day, he roughly have 0.0278 @ 40/1440 portion of time for me
I was wondering how busy he is when I not beside him
btw, the condition may be worse after I start my new journey
I shall feel lucky that at least our distance is only a bridge
May god bless us
A mature relationship will last forever no matter any obstacle
I believe with this and hopefully we can do it

I miss the time that u spend every night time for me

Love the rhythm of this song

What are words?

I feel so sad when I know the story behind the song
His fiancee met an accident and suffered serious brain injury before marry
It change their life, but he always by her side...

"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most"

I been suffer serious dilemma this 2 days
Which path should I go and I don't know
I was suck when come to decision making
Kinda suffering and tears dropped
At this moment, If somebody guide me
I probably will treat him/her like a god
But anyway, I shall choose my way
I did too much mistake but I never regret
Every mistake teach me a lesson
I'm not bad in choosing, I'm not stupid, I'm not poor
I just need more time than others
Doesn't means that I'm SUCK!


u know...at this moment...
.
.
.
.
.
I need U most

Tonnes of Thought

It's just suddenly have tonnes of thought at midnight
Recall back to an old song that we used to listen at N years ago
I just too nostalgia I think
I love the melody, love the words
It well described a feeling of losing LOVE
I did listen to the song and tears dropped unstopable =(
But I'm alright now =)

I'm trying to tidy my mind, trying to write something properly
But I couldn't...
too much and too messy thought
Here come one by one:

(1) I'm questioning "when will my lucky star will appear?"
(2) I'm sick to be a lazy bum at home when everybody are doing hard work
(3) I should start workout or do something on the fat in my body! It's so disgusting!
(4) I thinking which path I should go? sometime choices doesn't make sense.
(5) In my thought, I go back to the old days and asking myself : "what u actually plan at the original point?"
(6) I couldn't get myself a satisfy answer for above question.
(7) I did send out more than 50, but no one reply. And I told myself it's just matter of time. if 50 no reply, u can send out 100. One day u will get 1.
(8) Am I really wanna back to banking line? I found that banking line is a no turning back journey~ sh*t!
(9) I think I could change, it's just depend I wanna do it or not.


These are the 9 out of 100 thought...
I pray that tomorrow will has a good news cheer my day =)

well, tonight has a guy show me a love shape box fill with chocalate cookies via webcam
It's red color tie with a pink ribbon
and the presentation method just make my day <3
But just imagine all these done after an apologise due to addict on the gaming and late for 30 minutes to accompany his gf accross the sea at another country who only able to chat with him online with a limited time each day.
The surprise save ur life ok...no next time >.<

钱钱钱

我在想啊。。。
怎么样才可以赚很多很多的钱？？？

钱绝对不能够直接带给我们幸福
但是，如果我们不需要为钱而烦。。
会不会比较快乐呢？


总有那么一天，我可以让大家过得轻松一点，快乐一点！

大喜喜事

 一场感动人心的婚礼
那女主角不是别人，是我大学时期的好姐妹

想当年。。。
我们一起吃饭，上课，shopping，通宵赶作业。。。
那年的我们十九岁

今年。。我们二十三。。
她决定了，这是一辈子最重要的决定
她决定了，这辈子不管富裕或贫穷，健康或疾病，都愿意陪在他身边

 
















我感受了那种感动
非言语能形容。。。
想着想着，有点感慨。。。
像是岁月在作祟，
看着她完成终身大事，我发现。。我们长大了！
不再是当年那个黄毛丫头
我好不想承认这样的岁月痕迹
慢慢的，朋友们都会结婚去了
这样的感觉好孤单，
往日一起并肩作战的战友，嬉闹的损友，抱着一起哭的密友
 大家都会各奔东西
 我不想长大啦！想一直和你们在一起！
想一想，开始害怕婚姻
因为啊。。。结婚像是在告诉我，时候到了，你老了 =D

其实，看见他们那么幸福，谁不想嫁啊？

Conceive, Believe and Achieve

One year ago I told myself this:

"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.
Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.

But I always fail in implement...
I doubt instead of believe
I fail because of doubt

I COULD NOT FAIL, I SHALL WIN

 Believe that I can do it! It's just time matter, sooner or later =)
Again, thanks god that I have u

Move

When everybody move forward

But I stop...

And I'm thinking...

How to value a person?

I doubt on myself

I'm little when I beside U

Thanks for the concern, support, appreciate, and understanding
I do felt I'm so blessed to have u
U always give me the best

I have been unemployed for almost 1 month
And we started seperate living for 1 month too
I do miss the past one year that everyday we have dinner together
We complain to each other about the job
We cook dinner sometime
We quarrel and I shouted to u and ask u get out
We go everywhere together
We went Penang, Langkawi, Bentong, JB, S'pore, Kuantan, Melaka...
We share, no matter is happiness or burden
It's great to have a partner like u
For the jobless one month, I experienced a housewife life
I doing housework, I buy groceries, I be a driver
I cook every weekend when u come over JB
And u give me pocket money
haha..It's loving and funny
I'm just like a woman kept by a man

I'm sorry for past 1 year that I nag u since the 1st day I step on KL
I always want u to come over here, and u really do so without complain
I feel guilty that I didn't keep the promise that we discussed
I'm not understanding and appreciate enough
and u did the best to cheer me up
I promise that when u come over here, I'll always by ur side
but it's over 1 month and I don't even get any good news for u
u must be lonely and hardly get used to there right?
I break the promise once again
I feel bad...deeply in the heart

I'm little when I beside U. I'm glad that in pass 2.5 years u always  by my side.

p/s: I will do my best, no matter where we are, I focus to the target...because I believe It's would be a happy ending story. Simply because we heart each other.

原谅

放下沉重的包袱才有办法前进

放下不是说在嘴边而是身体力行

原谅不是只属于圣人的玩意儿

只要真正的放下，谁都能办到

我不是圣人，没有原谅的天赋

所以正努力的学习着如何放下

Be positive

Tik Tok Tik Tok....

My phone still maintain silent
well, I give myself 2 months time
I'll move forward
I'll get stronger
I'll be better

If the original plan fail, I shall have alternate plan
that's it, easy!!

read from a book, the author said:
"If u don't feel comfortable with the current situation, then juz move another way...instead of complaining"

我们永远的Buddy

四月十八号的清晨，他离开了我们
我懵懵懂懂的从睡梦中清醒，心想着。。我大概是发了场恶梦
脑里有许多许多的画面闪过
还记得他刚发现自己患上血癌
我们一群老友一起到马六甲探病
他告诉我们：没什么，只要做半年化疗就会痊愈
当时的他已经消瘦
可是看着他在病房里吃着他的最爱麦当劳，我们也放心许多
从那次以后，我总是对癌症有许多疑问
癌症的起因是什么，到底能不能痊愈
这些疑问都没有得到完整的答案
就这样他偶尔在新山，偶尔回到马六甲去化疗
这样的日子过了好几个月
这段期间他的家人无微不至的照顾他
朋友会约他喝茶，庆生，倒数，甚至偷偷打球
渐渐的，他的体力不像之前那么好了
他开始觉得累了，没办法总是出门了
朋友们会到他家打麻将解闷
他一直都很积极努力的活着
他个性好强，对他来说很多事情都可以轻松解决
没什么可以难得倒他
他的口气很大，对他来说什么事情都很简单
他的脾气有点暴躁，惹到他你就糟糕了
他对朋友也够义气，他通常都不拒绝朋友的邀请
所以喝茶都会看到他出现，庆生他也不会缺席，出去玩他也会一口答应
这几年，大家与他有着共同的美好回忆
他的歌声永远都让人赞不绝口
最后一次听他唱歌，他唱了首英文歌
"I don't want to miss a thing"
或许他不想失去他所拥有的，努力的把握着
最后一次有机会约他喝茶
我却缺席了
就这样我这辈子都没办法与他相聚
最后一次探望他
他已经没有办法和我们谈话
却努力的举起他的右手和我们say hi
他从八十几公斤，从前总是开玩笑说他是大胖子
瘦到连坐起来的力气都没有
看着他，我们心痛得连话都说不出了

我们都从不同地方回来参加他的告别礼
这是我们作朋友的最后能为他做的事
整个仪式，让人心碎到不行
女人们都哭成了泪人
而男人的泪水大概是往心里吞了吧
也许是不想让他带着悲伤走开
也许是想告诉他，这些女人我们会看着，你别担心
脑里又开始不停的的闪过那些回忆
想起那几年和他在马六甲的日子
一般初到外地生活的年轻人，总是半夜不睡觉
在宿舍楼下聊到天亮，然后再到点心茶楼做第一个顾客
想起他时常载着我们往返新山马六甲
总是和他聊足两个小时
还有很多很多想要趁年轻做的事他已没办法参与
说好了，等他八月病好要从新山开车玩到清迈
这次他得缺席了。。。
他和他的兄弟说，等他病好，要一起去clubbing
这次也得失约了。。。

他今年二十三岁，
2011年，他累了，也走了
留下给大家的是那无价的回忆
他坚强，乐观，勇敢，积极的个性
让我们佩服不已
他让我们了解了，珍惜当下的意义
下辈子，还要跟你做朋友！

那家伙

这个家伙很爱惹我！

 

 

 

而我也傻傻的给他惹了两年

怨言是很多，但是却没有想过离开

 

几个月前这个家伙入院动手术

很简单的手术

被推进手术室前还在那里看pps玩angry bird

说是45分钟可以完成

我却在外面等了两个小时

在病房外徘徊

才开始明白

原来我很担心这家伙

结果手术后他跟我说的第一句话是

“我很渴，很饿”

从来没听过他诚恳地对我说：“你好漂亮”

只听过他很诚实地对我说：“你真的胖了很多”

那么老实的男友要去哪儿找啊？

To stay or To leave

whether to stay or to leave?

yes, sometime i were thinking that to stay

but sometime, something really discourage me to continue

I just started familiar with environment, people, job scope

somehow I satisfied with the job

I met a lot of people from CEO to uncle auntie...every level

happy to know them, sometime they tell me their story

sometime they concern about me - a girl from outstation who staying outside without family

even invite me to have their home cook dinner, it's so warm right?

I do have a supportive boss

most of my sales bring in by him, frankly speaking, I did not much

About my colleague, the gap between the race maybe


from the day I started this job, I said I gonna change it soon

but 7 months after, I'm still here.

Did u dream about u're working everynight?

I did.

Did u dream about ur client's face at night?

I did.

Its almost nightmare every night for me

It should be my problem that I unable to control my stress

I still can't make my decision...

幸福是怎么回事？

当看见每个人都很幸福很幸福的时候

总觉得我们之间少了点什么

却总是说不上是什么

少了些惊喜？

少了些甜蜜？

少了些冲动？

少了些浪漫？

又或者是多了些什么？

什么样的感情才能够“执子之手，与子偕老”？

我们都在学习着

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这个年龄，

我以结婚为前提而交往

给我的姐妹

今天，13/3/2011

我的姐妹与她的另一半在双方家长与亲朋戚友的面前说了" I Do"

宣誓将照顾对方一生一世

他，是她的初恋，她，也是他的初恋。

那么圆满的爱情故事

公主与王子从此以后过着幸福快乐的日子

他们没有轰轰烈烈的曾经，但却有着细水长流的延续

结婚，不是故事的完结篇，

结婚，是故事的下集。

许多人都想象过，老公公与老婆婆携手走到最后的画面

这就是故事最好的结局

也是我对你们最深的祝福

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给我的姐妹，

你要幸福，要快乐，要照顾自己。

怎么有一种好像我嫁女儿的感受，有少许的不舍得，有少许的不放心

担心你在另一个家过得不适应

担心你有苦却藏在心里

你的个性太倔强，太为人着想

不管怎样，40% 为人想，60% 你要顾及自己的感受

最后还是那句

“你要幸福快乐，我们支持你！”