Thanks god I have U

Went around 3 Eon branches in the city like a fool yesterday
Thanks god I'm not alone
U're my GPS, my driver, my Love

When the day closer and closer
I started worry
Can I make it?
I'm so depress...
At this moment....Thanks god again
U said to me: "I'm supporting you, U can make it"
Thanks god I have U


"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.

Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can

16/8/2010 2.53am

Another 10++ days to leave home
yup..I'm leave home again since 4 years ago
4 years living Malacca, I found that it's the best place to stay


I miss Malacca so much! Maybe I could return Malacca life when I retire?
Jaybee...I could say I love here but hate too
It's my home, but it doesn't give me sense of secure
Honestly, I don't like Kayelle too
But there are lot of reason, or maybe can say as excuse for me to stay there
For Love, For run away?
I'm still struggle 
I just tell myself: " If people can survive over there, why not u?"


I could see lot of challenges awaiting me
They smile with me ^evil smile^
Let's say L.o.v.e
I still remember 1 year ago we started our long distance relationship
It's already be a norm for me to meet each other once or twice a month
So, How we going to live like when we meet everyday?
It's interesting yet scary =)




Today is Chinese Valentine Day
Happy Valentine day my dear, Love u always

遗憾

遗憾。。。


是当你再也没有机会完成你想做的事


我常说：想做就得马上去做


那是因为我对生命没有安全感


总觉得哪一天我会带着遗憾离开


一个人这辈子或许会有些什么事让他遗憾终身


比如说：说错某一句话， 想去哪儿旅行却没去成， 承诺了却没达成


我明白，了解，也能领悟 “想做就得马上去做” 的道理


却迟迟都没做到

The city of romance

I'm Insane

I thinking travel to Paris when my bank account left less than RM100
And...I'm still a JOBLESS fella now

Yes, I agree travel in europe may cost my lifetime saving
But it's such a beautiful..."dream" maybe
Why can't make it real? What so difficult?
I having kind of impatient illness
Whenever I think to get it, I want to get it now
That's why I have several time get frustrated and mad when I can't found a suitable job
And even cry out loud when get some disappointed reply from company

There are so any pending travel place in my list
1) Bangkok
2) Langkawi
3) Cameron Highland



ps: I hope travel everywhere with the one I love

It would be lonely if I in the city of romance alone
It might be impossible for right now
At least...dream with me together right now
or else I feel so lonely in the dream

祝你一路顺风

What a nice song which totally fits my mood of graduation!
Sing this song when we have celebration on the last day of final exam
Sing it again with my dear last weekend..and this time my friends were not around with me anymore!!! T_T
I miss you guys so much much much!


Just like what the song lyrics stated
wish you guys Bon voyage
get your dream job...live the way you like
You will never be alone on the journey
Back you guys always!

Waiting

Waiting x 1000
It's evil!!!! It's suck!!!
and I'm so tired!!!!
allow me to say....What the fuck!!!!
I'm just so impatient

when people were reached their destination and yet
I'm still pacing at the original point

Boost my spirit UP UP UP!!!!
I can do it better!!!!

问米

问米

Did u hear about this before?
I believe even we have zero experience on it,
we should watched from drama before
It gave me some kind of mystery feel

and yes..it's mystery
today my wong's family have invited my grandma and uncle come up
i have some sort of sad feeling
i wonder why.. i never meet them before
since they were pass away when I not yet born
grandma give a lot of advice to young generation..
advice me dun always go out late =P
I think if she is still here, she'll be a nice granny
too bad that i never ever get along with grandparent


believe or not believe
it's all depend on ourselves
at least there are somebody tell us that they live well at another world

I'm just a little man in the big city

recently I was always travelling between JB n KL just for those interviewssss
Wake up on 7am, bath, make up, take LRT...
a typical KL living style
several times I stand at the crowd station
and I asking myself...Are u going to have this kind of life style?
I wonder...


From KL people, what I observe...I'm much much much more weak than them
weak in term of what?
English, speaking, confidence
Yes, I'm totally been beat
I'm just a little man in the big city
I regret and have a nice lesson
and even discuss with my mountain about education for future generation =P


Surrender usually follows a defeat
I can't surrender and be a coward
If I choose to be a coward, then I'll always be a loser
I have to do something to rebuild my confidence
Believe myself
If people can survive in the big city, Why not me?

My jobless diaries

My sky was so Grey recently



1 month after graduate and yet I haven't get any good news 

Panasonic : Account executive : RM1820 basic + RM 400 allowance : reject
Hong Leong Bank : Credit control : RM1800 basic + incentive : reject

I lost my way...
I'm so choosy especially on Mr. $$
after try and try, I get disappointed and lose my determination


Actually I enjoy staying home and do nothing
it would be perfect if without any nagging and mismatch of opinion
Life without exam and morning wake up were so fantastic

--------- A jobless lady

 

An OL look at "Cotton On" when I were spending my day alone at Mid valley after interview
I found that there are a lot of sales when my pocket have insufficient of Mr. $$
It's another kind of enjoyment when I'm sitting alone in a crowd shopping centre

The road not taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

"The Road not taken"

                                             by Robert Frost


A poem learned when we were in secondary school
Am I facing the paths and I don't know how to choose?
puzzle with that so called "right" decision, coz there are no such thing called "wrong"
I know what I want actually, it's just so simple
even though  I know it can't be perfect...
but people won't understand and I refused to explain
I salute my stubborn and I suffered because it

Left or Right
Right or Wrong

I were so tired to wait in a passive way

and getting disappointed after try and try

I need a job

I need U

I need Love

I need support

I need talk

I need understand

                       shouted by kael