那么多年以后，这样的想法是第一次浮现脑海
我人小，志气高
如果时间是你的，我不会和你争
如果那么委屈，我不会硬撑
如果不合，我不会硬配
有了一点点年龄，一点点经历
学习着如何以最佳的解决方式处理问题
当解决不了时，学习着如何看开
读过这样的一段话
Uncertainty is inevitable, but worrying is optional.
Pain is inevitable, but suffering is optional.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
Tuesday, October 11, 2011
New Journey . Turning point
Am going to start the new journey in 2 days time
Back to my hometown yet I was so unfamiliar with my H.O.M.E
Been away for 5 years and I come back again
I feel warm that everybody are talking in Mandarin instead of English/Cantonese
But I haven't get used to that
Wondering that am I able to handle the new challenge?
I got 0 knowledge! and the superior dare to take me in!
So surprise~
But I really appreciate this opportunity and feel touch that people willing to accept me
Well, some changes between us
Again we separated in different place
I may say it is a challenge and also risk for us
In each day, he roughly have 0.0278 @ 40/1440 portion of time for me
I was wondering how busy he is when I not beside him
btw, the condition may be worse after I start my new journey
I shall feel lucky that at least our distance is only a bridge
May god bless us
A mature relationship will last forever no matter any obstacle
I believe with this and hopefully we can do it
Back to my hometown yet I was so unfamiliar with my H.O.M.E
Been away for 5 years and I come back again
I feel warm that everybody are talking in Mandarin instead of English/Cantonese
But I haven't get used to that
Wondering that am I able to handle the new challenge?
I got 0 knowledge! and the superior dare to take me in!
So surprise~
But I really appreciate this opportunity and feel touch that people willing to accept me
Well, some changes between us
Again we separated in different place
I may say it is a challenge and also risk for us
In each day, he roughly have 0.0278 @ 40/1440 portion of time for me
I was wondering how busy he is when I not beside him
btw, the condition may be worse after I start my new journey
I shall feel lucky that at least our distance is only a bridge
May god bless us
A mature relationship will last forever no matter any obstacle
I believe with this and hopefully we can do it
I miss the time that u spend every night time for me
Love the rhythm of this song
Thursday, September 29, 2011
What are words?
I feel so sad when I know the story behind the song
His fiancee met an accident and suffered serious brain injury before marry
It change their life, but he always by her side...
"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most"
I been suffer serious dilemma this 2 days
Which path should I go and I don't know
I was suck when come to decision making
Kinda suffering and tears dropped
At this moment, If somebody guide me
I probably will treat him/her like a god
But anyway, I shall choose my way
I did too much mistake but I never regret
Every mistake teach me a lesson
I'm not bad in choosing, I'm not stupid, I'm not poor
I just need more time than others
Doesn't means that I'm SUCK!
u know...at this moment...
.
.
.
.
.
I need U most
His fiancee met an accident and suffered serious brain injury before marry
It change their life, but he always by her side...
"Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most"
I been suffer serious dilemma this 2 days
Which path should I go and I don't know
I was suck when come to decision making
Kinda suffering and tears dropped
At this moment, If somebody guide me
I probably will treat him/her like a god
But anyway, I shall choose my way
I did too much mistake but I never regret
Every mistake teach me a lesson
I'm not bad in choosing, I'm not stupid, I'm not poor
I just need more time than others
Doesn't means that I'm SUCK!
u know...at this moment...
.
.
.
.
.
I need U most
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Tonnes of Thought
It's just suddenly have tonnes of thought at midnight
Recall back to an old song that we used to listen at N years ago
I just too nostalgia I think
I love the melody, love the words
It well described a feeling of losing LOVE
I did listen to the song and tears dropped unstopable =(
But I'm alright now =)
I'm trying to tidy my mind, trying to write something properly
But I couldn't...
too much and too messy thought
Here come one by one:
(1) I'm questioning "when will my lucky star will appear?"
(2) I'm sick to be a lazy bum at home when everybody are doing hard work
(3) I should start workout or do something on the fat in my body! It's so disgusting!
(4) I thinking which path I should go? sometime choices doesn't make sense.
(5) In my thought, I go back to the old days and asking myself : "what u actually plan at the original point?"
(6) I couldn't get myself a satisfy answer for above question.
(7) I did send out more than 50, but no one reply. And I told myself it's just matter of time. if 50 no reply, u can send out 100. One day u will get 1.
(8) Am I really wanna back to banking line? I found that banking line is a no turning back journey~ sh*t!
(9) I think I could change, it's just depend I wanna do it or not.
These are the 9 out of 100 thought...
I pray that tomorrow will has a good news cheer my day =)
well, tonight has a guy show me a love shape box fill with chocalate cookies via webcam
It's red color tie with a pink ribbon
and the presentation method just make my day <3
But just imagine all these done after an apologise due to addict on the gaming and late for 30 minutes to accompany his gf accross the sea at another country who only able to chat with him online with a limited time each day.
The surprise save ur life ok...no next time >.<
Recall back to an old song that we used to listen at N years ago
I just too nostalgia I think
I love the melody, love the words
It well described a feeling of losing LOVE
I did listen to the song and tears dropped unstopable =(
But I'm alright now =)
I'm trying to tidy my mind, trying to write something properly
But I couldn't...
too much and too messy thought
Here come one by one:
(1) I'm questioning "when will my lucky star will appear?"
(2) I'm sick to be a lazy bum at home when everybody are doing hard work
(3) I should start workout or do something on the fat in my body! It's so disgusting!
(4) I thinking which path I should go? sometime choices doesn't make sense.
(5) In my thought, I go back to the old days and asking myself : "what u actually plan at the original point?"
(6) I couldn't get myself a satisfy answer for above question.
(7) I did send out more than 50, but no one reply. And I told myself it's just matter of time. if 50 no reply, u can send out 100. One day u will get 1.
(8) Am I really wanna back to banking line? I found that banking line is a no turning back journey~ sh*t!
(9) I think I could change, it's just depend I wanna do it or not.
These are the 9 out of 100 thought...
I pray that tomorrow will has a good news cheer my day =)
well, tonight has a guy show me a love shape box fill with chocalate cookies via webcam
It's red color tie with a pink ribbon
and the presentation method just make my day <3
But just imagine all these done after an apologise due to addict on the gaming and late for 30 minutes to accompany his gf accross the sea at another country who only able to chat with him online with a limited time each day.
The surprise save ur life ok...no next time >.<
Friday, September 16, 2011
Monday, September 12, 2011
大喜喜事
一场感动人心的婚礼
那女主角不是别人，是我大学时期的好姐妹
想当年。。。
我们一起吃饭，上课，shopping，通宵赶作业。。。
那年的我们十九岁
今年。。我们二十三。。
她决定了，这是一辈子最重要的决定
她决定了，这辈子不管富裕或贫穷，健康或疾病，都愿意陪在他身边
我感受了那种感动
非言语能形容。。。
想着想着，有点感慨。。。
像是岁月在作祟，
看着她完成终身大事，我发现。。我们长大了！
不再是当年那个黄毛丫头
我好不想承认这样的岁月痕迹
慢慢的，朋友们都会结婚去了
这样的感觉好孤单，
往日一起并肩作战的战友，嬉闹的损友，抱着一起哭的密友
大家都会各奔东西
我不想长大啦！想一直和你们在一起！
想一想，开始害怕婚姻
因为啊。。。结婚像是在告诉我，时候到了，你老了 =D
其实，看见他们那么幸福，谁不想嫁啊？
那女主角不是别人，是我大学时期的好姐妹
想当年。。。
我们一起吃饭，上课，shopping，通宵赶作业。。。
那年的我们十九岁
今年。。我们二十三。。
她决定了，这是一辈子最重要的决定
她决定了，这辈子不管富裕或贫穷，健康或疾病，都愿意陪在他身边
我感受了那种感动
非言语能形容。。。
想着想着，有点感慨。。。
像是岁月在作祟，
看着她完成终身大事，我发现。。我们长大了！
不再是当年那个黄毛丫头
我好不想承认这样的岁月痕迹
慢慢的，朋友们都会结婚去了
这样的感觉好孤单，
往日一起并肩作战的战友，嬉闹的损友，抱着一起哭的密友
大家都会各奔东西
我不想长大啦！想一直和你们在一起！
想一想，开始害怕婚姻
因为啊。。。结婚像是在告诉我，时候到了，你老了 =D
其实，看见他们那么幸福，谁不想嫁啊？
Friday, September 9, 2011
Conceive, Believe and Achieve
One year ago I told myself this:
"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.
Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.
But I always fail in implement...
I doubt instead of believe
I fail because of doubt
Believe that I can do it! It's just time matter, sooner or later =)
Again, thanks god that I have u
"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.
Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.
But I always fail in implement...
I doubt instead of believe
I fail because of doubt
I COULD NOT FAIL, I SHALL WIN
Believe that I can do it! It's just time matter, sooner or later =)
Again, thanks god that I have u
Wednesday, September 7, 2011
Move
When everybody move forward
But I stop...
And I'm thinking...
How to value a person?
I doubt on myself
But I stop...
And I'm thinking...
How to value a person?
I doubt on myself
Tuesday, September 6, 2011
I'm little when I beside U
Thanks for the concern, support, appreciate, and understanding
I do felt I'm so blessed to have u
U always give me the best
I have been unemployed for almost 1 month
And we started seperate living for 1 month too
I do miss the past one year that everyday we have dinner together
We complain to each other about the job
We cook dinner sometime
We quarrel and I shouted to u and ask u get out
We go everywhere together
We went Penang, Langkawi, Bentong, JB, S'pore, Kuantan, Melaka...
We share, no matter is happiness or burden
It's great to have a partner like u
For the jobless one month, I experienced a housewife life
I doing housework, I buy groceries, I be a driver
I cook every weekend when u come over JB
And u give me pocket money
haha..It's loving and funny
I'm just like a woman kept by a man
I'm sorry for past 1 year that I nag u since the 1st day I step on KL
I always want u to come over here, and u really do so without complain
I feel guilty that I didn't keep the promise that we discussed
I'm not understanding and appreciate enough
and u did the best to cheer me up
I promise that when u come over here, I'll always by ur side
but it's over 1 month and I don't even get any good news for u
u must be lonely and hardly get used to there right?
I break the promise once again
I feel bad...deeply in the heart
p/s: I will do my best, no matter where we are, I focus to the target...because I believe It's would be a happy ending story. Simply because we heart each other.
I do felt I'm so blessed to have u
U always give me the best
I have been unemployed for almost 1 month
And we started seperate living for 1 month too
I do miss the past one year that everyday we have dinner together
We complain to each other about the job
We cook dinner sometime
We quarrel and I shouted to u and ask u get out
We go everywhere together
We went Penang, Langkawi, Bentong, JB, S'pore, Kuantan, Melaka...
We share, no matter is happiness or burden
It's great to have a partner like u
For the jobless one month, I experienced a housewife life
I doing housework, I buy groceries, I be a driver
I cook every weekend when u come over JB
And u give me pocket money
haha..It's loving and funny
I'm just like a woman kept by a man
I'm sorry for past 1 year that I nag u since the 1st day I step on KL
I always want u to come over here, and u really do so without complain
I feel guilty that I didn't keep the promise that we discussed
I'm not understanding and appreciate enough
and u did the best to cheer me up
I promise that when u come over here, I'll always by ur side
but it's over 1 month and I don't even get any good news for u
u must be lonely and hardly get used to there right?
I break the promise once again
I feel bad...deeply in the heart
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| I'm little when I beside U. I'm glad that in pass 2.5 years u always by my side. |
p/s: I will do my best, no matter where we are, I focus to the target...because I believe It's would be a happy ending story. Simply because we heart each other.
Thursday, September 1, 2011
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