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Friday, September 9, 2011

Conceive, Believe and Achieve

One year ago I told myself this:

"Whatever the mind can conceive and believe, it can be achieve"
Believe what you want is possible.
Sooner or later, those who win are those who think they can.

But I always fail in implement...
I doubt instead of believe
I fail because of doubt


I COULD NOT FAIL, I SHALL WIN

 Believe that I can do it! It's just time matter, sooner or later =)

Again, thanks god that I have u

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

Move

When everybody move forward

But I stop...

And I'm thinking...

How to value a person?

I doubt on myself

Tuesday, September 6, 2011

I'm little when I beside U

Thanks for the concern, support, appreciate, and understanding
I do felt I'm so blessed to have u
U always give me the best

I have been unemployed for almost 1 month
And we started seperate living for 1 month too
I do miss the past one year that everyday we have dinner together
We complain to each other about the job
We cook dinner sometime
We quarrel and I shouted to u and ask u get out
We go everywhere together
We went Penang, Langkawi, Bentong, JB, S'pore, Kuantan, Melaka...
We share, no matter is happiness or burden
It's great to have a partner like u
For the jobless one month, I experienced a housewife life
I doing housework, I buy groceries, I be a driver
I cook every weekend when u come over JB
And u give me pocket money
haha..It's loving and funny
I'm just like a woman kept by a man

I'm sorry for past 1 year that I nag u since the 1st day I step on KL
I always want u to come over here, and u really do so without complain
I feel guilty that I didn't keep the promise that we discussed
I'm not understanding and appreciate enough
and u did the best to cheer me up
I promise that when u come over here, I'll always by ur side
but it's over 1 month and I don't even get any good news for u
u must be lonely and hardly get used to there right?
I break the promise once again
I feel bad...deeply in the heart

I'm little when I beside U. I'm glad that in pass 2.5 years u always  by my side.


p/s: I will do my best, no matter where we are, I focus to the target...because I believe It's would be a happy ending story. Simply because we heart each other.

Thursday, September 1, 2011

原谅

放下沉重的包袱才有办法前进

放下不是说在嘴边而是身体力行

原谅不是只属于圣人的玩意儿

只要真正的放下,谁都能办到

我不是圣人,没有原谅的天赋

所以正努力的学习着如何放下

Thursday, August 25, 2011

Be positive

Tik Tok Tik Tok....

My phone still maintain silent
well, I give myself 2 months time
I'll move forward
I'll get stronger
I'll be better

If the original plan fail, I shall have alternate plan
that's it, easy!!

read from a book, the author said:
"If u don't feel comfortable with the current situation, then juz move another way...instead of complaining"

Saturday, May 7, 2011

我们永远的Buddy

四月十八号的清晨,他离开了我们
我懵懵懂懂的从睡梦中清醒,心想着。。我大概是发了场恶梦
脑里有许多许多的画面闪过
还记得他刚发现自己患上血癌
我们一群老友一起到马六甲探病
他告诉我们:没什么,只要做半年化疗就会痊愈
当时的他已经消瘦
可是看着他在病房里吃着他的最爱麦当劳,我们也放心许多
从那次以后,我总是对癌症有许多疑问
癌症的起因是什么,到底能不能痊愈
这些疑问都没有得到完整的答案
就这样他偶尔在新山,偶尔回到马六甲去化疗
这样的日子过了好几个月
这段期间他的家人无微不至的照顾他
朋友会约他喝茶,庆生,倒数,甚至偷偷打球
渐渐的,他的体力不像之前那么好了
他开始觉得累了,没办法总是出门了
朋友们会到他家打麻将解闷
他一直都很积极努力的活着
他个性好强,对他来说很多事情都可以轻松解决
没什么可以难得倒他
他的口气很大,对他来说什么事情都很简单
他的脾气有点暴躁,惹到他你就糟糕了
他对朋友也够义气,他通常都不拒绝朋友的邀请
所以喝茶都会看到他出现,庆生他也不会缺席,出去玩他也会一口答应
这几年,大家与他有着共同的美好回忆
他的歌声永远都让人赞不绝口
最后一次听他唱歌,他唱了首英文歌
"I don't want to miss a thing"
或许他不想失去他所拥有的,努力的把握着
最后一次有机会约他喝茶
我却缺席了
就这样我这辈子都没办法与他相聚
最后一次探望他
他已经没有办法和我们谈话
却努力的举起他的右手和我们say hi
他从八十几公斤,从前总是开玩笑说他是大胖子
瘦到连坐起来的力气都没有
看着他,我们心痛得连话都说不出了

我们都从不同地方回来参加他的告别礼
这是我们作朋友的最后能为他做的事
整个仪式,让人心碎到不行
女人们都哭成了泪人
而男人的泪水大概是往心里吞了吧
也许是不想让他带着悲伤走开
也许是想告诉他,这些女人我们会看着,你别担心
脑里又开始不停的的闪过那些回忆
想起那几年和他在马六甲的日子
一般初到外地生活的年轻人,总是半夜不睡觉
在宿舍楼下聊到天亮,然后再到点心茶楼做第一个顾客
想起他时常载着我们往返新山马六甲
总是和他聊足两个小时
还有很多很多想要趁年轻做的事他已没办法参与
说好了,等他八月病好要从新山开车玩到清迈
这次他得缺席了。。。
他和他的兄弟说,等他病好,要一起去clubbing
这次也得失约了。。。

他今年二十三岁,
2011年,他累了,也走了
留下给大家的是那无价的回忆
他坚强,乐观,勇敢,积极的个性
让我们佩服不已
他让我们了解了,珍惜当下的意义
下辈子,还要跟你做朋友!

Sunday, April 3, 2011

那家伙

这个家伙很爱惹我!   
而我也傻傻的给他惹了两年
怨言是很多,但是却没有想过离开

几个月前这个家伙入院动手术
很简单的手术
被推进手术室前还在那里看pps玩angry bird
说是45分钟可以完成
我却在外面等了两个小时

在病房外徘徊
才开始明白
原来我很担心这家伙

结果手术后他跟我说的第一句话是

“我很渴,很饿”

从来没听过他诚恳地对我说:“你好漂亮”
只听过他很诚实地对我说:“你真的胖了很多”
那么老实的男友要去哪儿找啊?

To stay or To leave

whether to stay or to leave?

yes, sometime i were thinking that to stay

but sometime, something really discourage me to continue

I just started familiar with environment, people, job scope

somehow I satisfied with the job

I met a lot of people from CEO to uncle auntie...every level

happy to know them, sometime they tell me their story

sometime they concern about me - a girl from outstation who staying outside without family

even invite me to have their home cook dinner, it's so warm right?

I do have a supportive boss

most of my sales bring in by him, frankly speaking, I did not much

About my colleague, the gap between the race maybe


from the day I started this job, I said I gonna change it soon

but 7 months after, I'm still here.

Did u dream about u're working everynight?

I did.

Did u dream about ur client's face at night?

I did.

Its almost nightmare every night for me

It should be my problem that I unable to control my stress

I still can't make my decision...

Sunday, March 13, 2011

幸福是怎么回事?

当看见每个人都很幸福很幸福的时候

总觉得我们之间少了点什么

却总是说不上是什么






















少了些惊喜?

少了些甜蜜?

少了些冲动?

少了些浪漫?

又或者是多了些什么?

什么样的感情才能够“执子之手,与子偕老”?

我们都在学习着

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这个年龄,

我以结婚为前提而交往

给我的姐妹

今天,13/3/2011

我的姐妹与她的另一半在双方家长与亲朋戚友的面前说了" I Do"

宣誓将照顾对方一生一世

他,是她的初恋,她,也是他的初恋。

那么圆满的爱情故事

公主与王子从此以后过着幸福快乐的日子

他们没有轰轰烈烈的曾经,但却有着细水长流的延续

结婚,不是故事的完结篇,

结婚,是故事的下集。

许多人都想象过,老公公与老婆婆携手走到最后的画面

这就是故事最好的结局

也是我对你们最深的祝福

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给我的姐妹,

你要幸福,要快乐,要照顾自己。

怎么有一种好像我嫁女儿的感受,有少许的不舍得,有少许的不放心

担心你在另一个家过得不适应

担心你有苦却藏在心里

你的个性太倔强,太为人着想

不管怎样,40% 为人想,60% 你要顾及自己的感受

最后还是那句

“你要幸福快乐,我们支持你!”