opportunity

14 /04/2014

There is a chance for me to "sell" myself to leader position
After the interview,  I disqualified myself...
I really think that compare to other potential candidate, I'm still way behind to be a leader.
I'm a best team member, but might not be a good leader
Perhaps I'm not ready to lead yet
I must improve continuously!
One day I will be a best leader too!

Shoulder

Laying on your shoulder when watching midnight movie
This recall the old good memories...
Remind me the reason we being together
I would never forget the first time I lay on your shoulder when I was upset
Such a dependable person who make me feel secure
And that's the moment we began our journey being a couple!

should I?

The first time I ever think of give up is the first time we start our long distance relationship.
It was 300km apart...
I still remember clearly how sad for every goodbye

Now is the second time the give up mind pop up
It's zero distance between us
We're so near...physically
I always thought that you're my soul mate,  my best friend, my future hubby
I always thought that I'm the one who know you most
I always thought that our relationship no need language,  we feel comfortable in silence
I always imagine we have a warm and sweet wedding
I even thinking of the speech
Silly girl?

When everything became imagination only...that's truly silly

Destiny

MH370 无故消失, 让两百多个家庭成员心力焦悴
也许有人是第一次踏上兴奋的旅途, 却成了不归路
爱他们的人一直在机场等待, 却盼不到他们出现
这时候转身看看你身边那个糟老头/黄脸婆
很欣慰他还在你身边吧?

有个朋友买了间屋子, 大家都以为成家的日子不久了
怎么知道屋子建好了, 未来女主人却走了
这时候转身看看那个不浪漫的男友
很欣慰到目前为止我们都没放弃过吧?

Better Me

努力让自己变得更好
要独立, 不想没有你在就变得空虚
要健身, 不想看见满身肥肉的自己
要开心, 不喜欢总是爱流泪的自己
要体贴, 让你我度过美好的每一天
要甜蜜, 希望睡前的我们是微笑的
要耐心, 别对父母的关心不耐烦
要关心, 时时注意身边的你怎么了
要看开, 人总是在变那是必然的
我没有办法改变那样的规律, 那就欣然接受吧!

是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

想有个家,
看见别人的小孩会觉得好可爱
生个小孩应该还不错吧?

也因为渐渐长大,
发现了建立一个家绝对不容易
不是金钱就能解决的问题
还有两个人的互相扶持, 互相配合, 甚至是牺牲

很可惜我们一直处在意见分歧的尴尬阶段
是有多么羡慕一起努力的他们
拥有共同奋斗目标的他们
勇敢踏出那一步的他们

Stop the argument please...

This blog suppose to jot down the happiness

But end up with so much sadness

Quarrelled few days back, I just couldn't hold anymore and I pick my key and walk out the house

Almost burst in the room!

Walking alone without destination

Lots of flash back in my mind

I could only remember to tell myself....NO CRYING!

Argument became some frequent between us

Sometimes it just without reason or just because we're out of mood

This shouldn't continue...

Simply because we love each other

Almost 5 years together,  we're more than a couple

We're family, roommate,  best friend,  best companion

一个拥抱，一个就好

我一直在等

等一个拥抱。。。

一个拥抱就能不生气

能更爱你

能放低自己

一次又一次的转身离开，你不会懂那有多痛

Dear God

Dear God,

If you could listen to my prayers, please protect my family and my love.

Keep them safe and healthy.

I couldn't afford to lost any one of them.

Thank you.

Home

我以为，你买了屋子就是想要在这定下来的意思
其实并不是
甚至幻想过屋子的设计
和你在同一屋檐下创造的美好

才发现，
你是那么的不快乐
一切是那么的不美好

我想一个家，一个快乐的家。