是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

想有个家,
看见别人的小孩会觉得好可爱
生个小孩应该还不错吧?

也因为渐渐长大,
发现了建立一个家绝对不容易
不是金钱就能解决的问题
还有两个人的互相扶持, 互相配合, 甚至是牺牲

很可惜我们一直处在意见分歧的尴尬阶段
是有多么羡慕一起努力的他们
拥有共同奋斗目标的他们
勇敢踏出那一步的他们

Stop the argument please...

This blog suppose to jot down the happiness

But end up with so much sadness

Quarrelled few days back, I just couldn't hold anymore and I pick my key and walk out the house

Almost burst in the room!

Walking alone without destination

Lots of flash back in my mind

I could only remember to tell myself....NO CRYING!

Argument became some frequent between us

Sometimes it just without reason or just because we're out of mood

This shouldn't continue...

Simply because we love each other

Almost 5 years together,  we're more than a couple

We're family, roommate,  best friend,  best companion

一个拥抱，一个就好

我一直在等

等一个拥抱。。。

一个拥抱就能不生气

能更爱你

能放低自己

一次又一次的转身离开，你不会懂那有多痛

Dear God

Dear God,

If you could listen to my prayers, please protect my family and my love.

Keep them safe and healthy.

I couldn't afford to lost any one of them.

Thank you.

Home

我以为，你买了屋子就是想要在这定下来的意思
其实并不是
甚至幻想过屋子的设计
和你在同一屋檐下创造的美好

才发现，
你是那么的不快乐
一切是那么的不美好

我想一个家，一个快乐的家。

The independent me

The independent me is back! I'm back!

I lost myself on the halfway...
I couldn't get used to sleep alone...
Wake up with loneliness when it's empty on the left
Bad mood when I were alone

And now, after few times his outstation...
Finally I found back the true me
Without his companion I function properly! Haha!
I have a good sleep, proper dinner with my drama, and I exercise little bit
That's me! Enjoy the 'me' time!
I hate myself to stick with someone cause that's make me feel disgusting
I do miss him but I know how to control the emotion

I'm grateful that I didn't lost myself!

marriage

I miss him! Though just a few days apart.

Mum was asking many of your friends have married, when do u guys gonna marry?

Ermm....remain no answer

I don't know either...

Do we really feel to get married or just because everybody is settle down?

Somehow I hope I could settle down but....there are so many reason for not marry...like I asked my boss why not u get marry and he said why yes?

Actually I wanted to know does he has the desire to build a home with me? And what's the reason he think that I'm his lifetime partner?

Passion

The initial passion has gone

It lost on the half way

What's left?

I hope I could find it back

他结婚了

新郎结婚啦，新娘不是我。。。

曾经你那么熟悉的那个人称呼一个女人为太太
原来这样的称呼会让你感觉怪怪的
眼看他已找到自己的幸福
而我呢？

那么多年，兜兜转转，那么多的不确定

存在

有个人告诉你，

不管你在不在，他还是一样会好好的活着

那么你的存在对他而言有什么意义？