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Sunday, October 20, 2013

一个拥抱,一个就好

我一直在等

等一个拥抱。。。

一个拥抱就能不生气

能更爱你

能放低自己

一次又一次的转身离开,你不会懂那有多痛

Sunday, October 13, 2013

Dear God

Dear God,

If you could listen to my prayers, please protect my family and my love.

Keep them safe and healthy.

I couldn't afford to lost any one of them.

Thank you.


Monday, September 30, 2013

Home

我以为,你买了屋子就是想要在这定下来的意思
其实并不是
甚至幻想过屋子的设计
和你在同一屋檐下创造的美好

才发现,
你是那么的不快乐
一切是那么的不美好

我想一个家,一个快乐的家。

Monday, September 23, 2013

The independent me

The independent me is back! I'm back!

I lost myself on the halfway...
I couldn't get used to sleep alone...
Wake up with loneliness when it's empty on the left
Bad mood when I were alone

And now, after few times his outstation...
Finally I found back the true me
Without his companion I function properly! Haha!
I have a good sleep, proper dinner with my drama, and I exercise little bit
That's me! Enjoy the 'me' time!
I hate myself to stick with someone cause that's make me feel disgusting
I do miss him but I know how to control the emotion

I'm grateful that I didn't lost myself!



Sunday, September 22, 2013

marriage

I miss him! Though just a few days apart.

Mum was asking many of your friends have married, when do u guys gonna marry?

Ermm....remain no answer

I don't know either...

Do we really feel to get married or just because everybody is settle down?

Somehow I hope I could settle down but....there are so many reason for not marry...like I asked my boss why not u get marry and he said why yes?

Actually I wanted to know does he has the desire to build a home with me? And what's the reason he think that I'm his lifetime partner?



Saturday, September 14, 2013

Passion

The initial passion has gone

It lost on the half way

What's left?

I hope I could find it back

Sunday, September 8, 2013

他结婚了

新郎结婚啦,新娘不是我。。。

曾经你那么熟悉的那个人称呼一个女人为太太
原来这样的称呼会让你感觉怪怪的
眼看他已找到自己的幸福
而我呢?

那么多年,兜兜转转,那么多的不确定


Tuesday, August 20, 2013

存在

有个人告诉你,
不管你在不在,他还是一样会好好的活着

那么你的存在对他而言有什么意义?


Tuesday, August 6, 2013

Dream

I found a job but not a dream...

Friendly environment
Reasonable pay
Somehow challenging
It's too good to be true and I'm feel blessed for that

Yet, I don't see my dream
Perhaps I don't have a visible one

Maybe I should list down a to-do-list!

Number 1!

TAIWAN TRIP WITH FAMILY
A PLACE THAT ALL OF US WISH TO GO!

Number 2!

A TRIP WITH MY BEST GIRL FRIENDS!
ANYWHERE!WE LOVE PILLOW TALK~

Number 3!

EXPLORE SOMEWHERE WE NEVER BEEN
WITH HIM~


Sunday, July 21, 2013

一个人的日子好难过

我想说,如果有一天我突然不在了
至少他们还可以看见我的一字一语

这几天我一个人睡,怎么都睡不着!
平时他开着桌灯,我觉得太亮了
每当我正准备睡觉,他就开始跟我天南地北的聊
可怕的是,有天早上我被他的屁臭醒!
这几天他不在,关了灯,没人抢我的被,一个人享受双人床
我却睡不着。。。

那么多年他一直陪伴着我
欣慰的是我们还没厌倦对方
他不浪漫,不甜言蜜语,不爱牵手
他出门几天,我问他,你会想我吗?
只是出去几天而已,不会啦。。
天啊!就这么不懂女人吗?
他不擅长言语,和父母说话都不怎么流利
但特别的是,他对着我简直是辩论高手!
没有人会相信,因为全世界都以为我欺负他!

我爱他,因为四年多了我还是很爱很爱他
从一周见面几次变成远距离一个月只见一次
然后住在一起,再变成一周见一次,最后我们又住在一起
这些经历,是我珍惜的