来一次自己的旅行吧！

这两个星期一个人，

每天加班的日子，晚餐时间是九点钟

不管在忙，时不时都在计划着我们的婚礼💒

看一看婚纱的价钱，摄影的配套

但总觉得是自己一个人

在另一个国度的他享受着到另一个城市的探索

想一想，也许我该为自己打算

打从我点头那天开始，我总是像个幸福小女人

他，变成了我的重心

他所有计划，变成了我们的计划

我该一个人走出去，拒绝当个小女人！

来一次自己的旅行吧！

Not everyday is Sunday

I play foosball, and we like to tell our opponent when they score
"you thought everyday is Sunday?!"
Same thing apply to life

I nag a lot to my bf when I'm angry....or I should call him my fiancé
He is a very patience guy, good temper, just like my father..I love him a lot
He will listen to me, regardless how many times I repeat the same thing
And one day he tell me, can you stop repeat this? I knew it and I can't do anything at this point of time. I just don't want to waste our quality time on this
So now I know, not everyday is Sunday. Not everyday is a good day.
People change from time to time. I miss the patience you who will spend more than an hour listen to my complaints.
I know age is the crucial changes, we're no longer a youngster who spending most of the time on one target.
Still remember the time when your gf or bf is you're everything?

I started my #WhyShouldIMarryHim project on Instagram
I wanna record down every good thing of him and our relationship
Stay positive even though everyone is changing, you wouldn't be the same as yesterday
Anything happen will change you, hopefully is a good turning for you.

**I survived after 2 days he left to Shanghai, I miss him a lot, hope he miss me too

最重要的决定

04/26/14

从来不知道这首歌是那么感动，直到我说yes以后。。。

那一晚的旅行，他说他要给我最好的
最美的夕阳海景，最特别的座位，最爱的海鲜

他说，

还记得我们第一次的相遇
还记得我们如何开始成了朋友
还记得被我漂亮的眼睛，甜甜的笑容，friendly的性格吸引着
还记得第一次牵着我的手
还记得那一年你毕业了，从此开始我们的远距离恋爱
还记得一个月只能见一次的我们，每一次的道别总是那么揪心
还记得我一毕业就努力找工，为的是能每天和他在一起
还记得我们到过的每个角落，希望未来能一起到更多地方旅行✈️

他走到我面前，掏出戒子，单膝跪下

他说，

Would you marry me?

我大概吓傻了，一句话都说不出
只记得，我问他，以后还会一样对我好吗？
他说，一定会！

就这样，我们决定共度此生，携手到老

我爱你，也谢谢你一直努力给我最好的

opportunity

14 /04/2014

There is a chance for me to "sell" myself to leader position
After the interview,  I disqualified myself...
I really think that compare to other potential candidate, I'm still way behind to be a leader.
I'm a best team member, but might not be a good leader
Perhaps I'm not ready to lead yet
I must improve continuously!
One day I will be a best leader too!

Shoulder

Laying on your shoulder when watching midnight movie
This recall the old good memories...
Remind me the reason we being together
I would never forget the first time I lay on your shoulder when I was upset
Such a dependable person who make me feel secure
And that's the moment we began our journey being a couple!

should I?

The first time I ever think of give up is the first time we start our long distance relationship.
It was 300km apart...
I still remember clearly how sad for every goodbye

Now is the second time the give up mind pop up
It's zero distance between us
We're so near...physically
I always thought that you're my soul mate,  my best friend, my future hubby
I always thought that I'm the one who know you most
I always thought that our relationship no need language,  we feel comfortable in silence
I always imagine we have a warm and sweet wedding
I even thinking of the speech
Silly girl?

When everything became imagination only...that's truly silly

Destiny

MH370 无故消失, 让两百多个家庭成员心力焦悴
也许有人是第一次踏上兴奋的旅途, 却成了不归路
爱他们的人一直在机场等待, 却盼不到他们出现
这时候转身看看你身边那个糟老头/黄脸婆
很欣慰他还在你身边吧?

有个朋友买了间屋子, 大家都以为成家的日子不久了
怎么知道屋子建好了, 未来女主人却走了
这时候转身看看那个不浪漫的男友
很欣慰到目前为止我们都没放弃过吧?

Better Me

努力让自己变得更好
要独立, 不想没有你在就变得空虚
要健身, 不想看见满身肥肉的自己
要开心, 不喜欢总是爱流泪的自己
要体贴, 让你我度过美好的每一天
要甜蜜, 希望睡前的我们是微笑的
要耐心, 别对父母的关心不耐烦
要关心, 时时注意身边的你怎么了
要看开, 人总是在变那是必然的
我没有办法改变那样的规律, 那就欣然接受吧!

是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

是年龄渐长的迹象吗?

想有个家,
看见别人的小孩会觉得好可爱
生个小孩应该还不错吧?

也因为渐渐长大,
发现了建立一个家绝对不容易
不是金钱就能解决的问题
还有两个人的互相扶持, 互相配合, 甚至是牺牲

很可惜我们一直处在意见分歧的尴尬阶段
是有多么羡慕一起努力的他们
拥有共同奋斗目标的他们
勇敢踏出那一步的他们

Stop the argument please...

This blog suppose to jot down the happiness

But end up with so much sadness

Quarrelled few days back, I just couldn't hold anymore and I pick my key and walk out the house

Almost burst in the room!

Walking alone without destination

Lots of flash back in my mind

I could only remember to tell myself....NO CRYING!

Argument became some frequent between us

Sometimes it just without reason or just because we're out of mood

This shouldn't continue...

Simply because we love each other

Almost 5 years together,  we're more than a couple

We're family, roommate,  best friend,  best companion